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November 30 backGreetings!
Sorry for having been disappeared for long time^^
I'm back!
Unfortunately,for the past two months,all the stuff seems to be in a tangle.
The extremely heaven burden of study,being in ill health,difficulties in doing my volunteer work.
But I've gone through all of these.
Looking forward to a brand new week~
Oh,I managed to finish my marathon last weekend.Although I didn't get any prizes,I'm satisfied with myself.
And about the competition of starting an enterprise(it's mock,just for training.) ,I guess my team has a terrific plan.We have a very good chance to win.
Also,hope the debate this afternoon a success.I've been preparing for it wholeheartedly.
Show you some funny pictures I made.Enjoy them~
Take care
Love,Michelle October 04 The Virgin SuicidesIt is not important how the Lisbon sisters looked. What is important is how the teenage boys in the neighborhood thought they looked. There is a time in the adolescent season of every boy when a particular girl seems to have materialized in his dreams, with backlighting from heaven. Sofia Coppola's "The Virgin Suicides" is narrated by an adult who speaks for "we"--for all the boys in a Michigan suburban neighborhood 25 years ago, who loved and lusted after the Lisbon girls. The movie is as much about those guys, "we," as about the Lisbon girls. About how Trip Fontaine (Josh Hartnett), the leader of the pack, loses his baby fat and shoots up into a junior stud who is blindsided by sex and beauty, and dazzled by Lux Lisbon (Kirsten Dunst), who of the perfect Lisbon girls is the most perfect.
"The Virgin Suicides" provides perfunctory reasons that the Lisbon girls might have been unhappy. Their mother (Kathleen Turner) is a hysteric so rattled by her daughters' blooming sexuality that she adds cloth to their prom dresses until they appear in "four identical sacks." Their father (James Woods) is the well-meaning but emasculated high school math teacher who ends up chatting about photosynthesis with his plants. These parents look gruesome to us. All parents look gruesome to kids, and all of their attempts at discipline seem unreasonable. The teenage years of the Lisbon girls are no better or worse than most teenage years. This is not the story of daughters driven to their deaths.
To live in a family group with walls around it is unnatural for a species that evolved in tribes and villages. What would work itself out in the give-and-take of a community gets grotesque when allowed to fester in the hothouse of a single-family home. A mild-mannered teacher and a strong-willed woman turn into a paralyzed captive and a harridan. Their daughters see themselves as captives of these parents, who hysterically project their own failure upon the children.
The worship the girls receive from the neighborhood boys confuses them: If they are perfect, why are they seen as such flawed and dangerous creatures? And then the reality of sex, too young, peels back the innocent idealism and reveals its secret engine, which is animal and brutal, lustful and contemptuous.
By using occasional bursts of humor and setting up the film as a collage of reminiscences, Coppola establishes a mood that is wistful and sad, but not funereal. There are a few instances when the film gets a little heavy handed, but, for the most part, the tone is well modulated. Although Coppola almost certainly gained more than a little help from her famous father in getting the production off the ground, the talent evident in her debut argues that this is not a case of unwarranted nepotism. The apple has not fallen far from the tree.
One of The Virgin Suicides' strengths is its ability to effectively capture the nuances of teenage life during the '70s. Coppola gets all of the little things right: the awkwardness of a chaperoned boy/girl party, the thrill of first love, and the nervousness of the pre-dance ritual (in this case, the homecoming dance, not the prom). The film also boasts a solid soundtrack featuring a few songs that haven't been endlessly recycled in other, recent, set-in-the-'70s features. In one key scene, music provides a link between the Lisbon girls and the outside world - it becomes their only viable means of communication and free expression.
In a way, the Lisbon girls and the neighborhood boys never existed, except in their own adolescent imaginations. They were imaginary creatures, waiting for the dream to end through death or adulthood. "Cecilia was the first to go," the narrator tells us right at the beginning. We see her talking to a psychiatrist after she tries to slash her wrists. "You're not even old enough to know how hard life gets," he tells her. "Obviously, doctor," she says, "you've never been a 13-year-old girl." No, but his profession and every adult life is to some degree a search for the happiness she does not even know she has.
September 15 V for VendettaA noted historian once wrote, "An attraction to anarchy is the ultimate indulgence of a bourgeois culture" and, if that's true, then V for Vendetta is one of the first bon-bons of the post-9-11 society. V for Vendetta represents 2006's first memorable motion picture - a visually sumptuous concoction that combines political allegory, bloody action, and a few stunning cinematic moments into a solid piece of entertainment.
Set against the futuristic landscape of totalitarian Britain, V for Vendetta tells the story of a mild-mannered young woman named Evey (Natalie Portman) who is rescued from a life-and-death situation by a masked man (Hugo Weaving) known only as “V.” Incomparably charismatic and ferociously skilled in the art of combat and deception, V ignites a revolution when he urges his fellow citizens to rise up against tyranny and oppression. As Evey uncovers the truth about V’s mysterious background, she also discovers the truth about herself – and emerges as his unlikely ally in the culmination of his plan to bring freedom and justice back to a society fraught with cruelty. It is a movie that made me wonder."How the heck did this get released in our country?"It is an unapologetic attack on how we live right now,a film that not only has us rooting for a terrorist but makes us look at government satire and then say"Wait a minute,this ia not too far from what we see right now." While V is not an action-packed film,the action that you do see is executed beautifully.The sword-fighting,knives,and guns all play like instruments in a big opere.The interesting part about the action is that even in the scenes in which you do see action,it is all about enhancing the story and not driving it.The music in the film also fits the theme perfectly. All of this is also connected to an English tradition and some English history. It involves Guy Fawkes and the plot to blow up Parliament and King James 1 in 1605. Fawkes and twelve other conspirators carted 36 barrels of gunpowder in a cellar under the House of Lords, hoping to change the policy towards Catholics by eradicating the King and most of the Court. The plot failed and Guy Fawkes, who was caught in the cellar, and several others were captured, tortured, and drawn and quartered (which involved disemboweling him while still alive; in the movie Fawkes gets off easy and is hung). The British still celebrate Guy Fawkes day, burning the traitor to the crown in effigy and even creating a lovely bit of doggerel for the occasion "Remember, remember the 5th of November, the gunpowder, treason, and plot. I can think of no reason, the gunpowder treason should ever be forgot." There are ideas in this film. The most pointed is V’s belief: “People should not be afraid of their governments. Governments should be afraid of their people.” I am not sure V has it right; surely in the ideal state governments and their people should exist happily together. Fear in either direction must lead to violence. But V has a totalitarian state to overthrow, and only a year to do it in, and we watch as he improvises a revolution. The film deftly juggles three plot strands. One is of V maneuvering through the city, largely undetected, eluding capture. His methods of subversion are extremely clever. Despite his low odds of success, he finds innovative ways to execute his plans. One oddity is that he always wears a mask. And without facial expression, it hinders the audience's ability to connect with his mission. Despite that, and our character's penchant to spit out breathless numbers of words per minute, emotion abounds. His spirit, thanks to the perfect-for-the-stage voice of Weaving oozes with confidence. It is more important to remember the ideal and not the man, after all. The film deftly juggles three plot strands. One is of V maneuvering through the city, largely undetected, eluding capture. His methods of subversion are extremely clever. Despite his low odds of success, he finds innovative ways to execute his plans. One oddity is that he always wears a mask. And without facial expression, it hinders the audience's ability to connect with his mission. Despite that, and our character's penchant to spit out breathless numbers of words per minute, emotion abounds. His spirit, thanks to the perfect-for-the-stage voice of Weaving oozes with confidence. It is more important to remember the ideal and not the man, after all. That's what movies are for, to live out fantasies. It's a luxury to live in a free society that allows such productions and dabble, in the abstract, with the thought of utter anarchy; V for Vendetta is the proof that we are.
September 12 Blow my cobwebs awayI've been suffering from insomnia for several nights.I am totally down,even wanting to cry my heart out.It is a shattering blow to my life.I want to do something,but lamentably,it doesn't seem to work at all.I have to admit that it's not up to me.But life is still carrrying on.So....I've made up my mind.What I am supposed to do is to wait single-mindedly.Easy,isn't it? So I am seeking for the right way to spend the coming one year.What should I focus on?(Oops,this is the very first time I sit down to make some plans.) A.Perfect my exterior. I am not pretty.Besides,I have never been greatly care about my appearance.I am just a astudent and won't catch any other guys' eyes.Now I am eager to change the ststus quo.Having set myself a goal (to become less boylish):to lose 30 pounds,to allow the hair to grow,to learn how to make up.... B.Maintain athletic. I will go back to sports as soon as my knee totally recovers.To jog in the early morning,enjoying some fresh air.To do a good job in my climbing lesson and tennis lesson.Also to master the freestyle swimming and butterfly stroke. C.Read more. I have to admit that since I began learning finance,I've almost given up literature.But I still have enthusiasm for literal arts.I think it's time for classic,philosophy and history.Just wanna broaden my mind. D.Make progess in my language learning. It seems impossible for me to improve my English any more.Really confused....Anyway,I should get rid of my negative attitude and try my best to achieve something new.Another difficult job is how to balance my English learning with French.Hope I can make it. E.Organise everyday well. Don't leave so many things unfinished and waste time in a trance.Put everything in a perfect order and become more effective.To save time is to lengthen life. F.Be sociable. Have lunch with classmates,hang out with friends,feel free to talk to strangers,take part in various activities.Surely it is only a matter of time before I regain my cheers. G.Be grown-up. I don't want my parents to worry about me any more.I feel sorry for the long period of muddle.Stop losing cell phones.I should take good care of myself,and,what is the most important,never lose my temper with them! All right....So nice of you to hear me pour out these stuff.Your support extremely means a lot to me.Present a completely new appearance to meet and greet every tomorrow,welcoming challenges.Here comes a new Michelle. September 11 Last YearOh,it begins my secong year in the university.
So,what was I doing last year?
Last year,I was obsessed by rock music.Pink Floyd's <<Wish you were here>>,Joy dIvision's <<Love will tear us apart>>,Smashing Pumpkin's <<Zero>>.....I still remember how all these stuff became my dream,the authentic dream.
Last year,I tried to watch <<Trainspotting>>,but shy of the sex scenes.I was touched by <<The Shawshank Redemption>>.The hope and freedom became the theme I was always reiterating.
Last year,I took <<Lotita>> to heart.The book made me understand what was the morbid love that could not be refrained from continuing.Then I would express myself like this "decay with me" with disdain.
Last year,I was crazy about Golding's novels,crazy about his symbolism,perfectly concretizing the abstract philosophical thesis.<<Lord of the Flies>> really made me stay awake for several nights.
And I wrote all my little thoughts in my diary,little sentiment more important than the collapsed heaven.
And I began to be busy tapping away at my computer,little ideas that I couldn't express.
At that time ended my carefree youthhood.
Also at that time perished my keen dream.
I used to face the mirror for countless times,having throttled the feeble image for countless times.But everytime,I was brought back to life by fairly different image and identity.
I passed through the crowds.I passed through myself.
And finally....today arrives.....
I am happy because I've found so many reasons for me to keep on.So I plan to pluck up my courage to carry on for
another one year,All the mix-ups,just leave them for next year's consideration.
After having spent my superfluous energy extravagantly,I decide to continue my growing up. September 09 Sometimes I wonder....At last,having got through this tough week,the very first week for my second year in the university.
My best friend has gone to Canada,leaving me alone.
I lost all my money and cell phone.
I can't concentrate on my study.
I stay up all the night then feel sleepy during the classes.
I can find nobody to talk with,to pour out all my troubles.
I am always afraid of something,something even will never happen.
Totally down....
So,I wonder....I have to think about this.
Why I am born to be alone while other guys are with friends?
Why I have to weep in the midnight and laugh relunctantly?
Why those who don't know me say bad words about me?
Why you hurt me as if it didn't matter at all?
May next week be better.
You guys,Take care.
September 01 The New SemesterYeah....the new semester is coming.I am going to be a sophomore.I guess this time the studies must be pretty much tougher.Coz in my first year of university,I fairly feel free and at leisure,with almost nothing to do.No team work,less individual learning.Uh-huh,That is 'it.
For the past two-month summer holidays,I felt my whole life was thrown into disarray,really.So many things just came out of the blue and finally my plan messed up.All right,I 've wasted so much time.Now....it's the time to catch up.
Basic English,Listening & Speaking,Extensive Reading.
Economic Statistics,Micro-economics,International Settlement.Jesus,so hard!
Also,the ones I am looking forward to:Chinese classic literature.
Besides,I will have French as my minor.Deserving great diligence.
Then it comes Spanish,5 hours every Sunday.Quite tough....But what matters is that I dream of going to Spain.Oh.still dreaming....
What I have to admit is the weather in Shanghai really sucks.There happened to be several typhoons,but they didn't seem to work.The sun was giving out a fierce heat all the time.....Most of my friends are on the military training these days.I feel so lucky I have finished it last year.Hold on,guys.
I've been suffering from a fracture of knee.And....it still hurts when I'm up and down the stairs.Hope it can get back to work as soon as possible.Coz I don't want to miss my outdoor sports any more.
Wish everyone well in your new semesters.
Take care.
August 26 Breakfast on PlutoWhereas in "The Crying Game" Jordan mixed the dicey elements of mysterious sexuality and political violence with artistically and commercially combustible results, similar territory is traversed less inventively this time around. Overriding limitation is a principal character who grows from deprived youth to beautiful cross-dressing hooker without acquiring dimensionality; he's a leaf in the wind who floats from one circumstance to another in the most emotionally superficial way, complaining only when something strikes him as too "serious." If one decides, then, not to take the film too seriously, there are diversions to be had, beginning with the immediacy with which young Patrick Braden (Conor McEvoy, then Murphy) embraces and flaunts his gender proclivities in the Church-dominated Ireland of the early '60s. Placed as an infant on the doorstep of Father Bernard (Liam Neeson) in Tyreelin, Ireland, Patrick is raised by a tough foster mother, begins donning dresses and lipstick from an early age and inevitably raises the hackles of his Catholic school superiors, particularly when he writes a short story in which he impudently (but plausibly) makes himself the illegitimate sprig of Father Bernard and the latter's attractive blond maid. His sense of flagrant Otherness eventually leads him to take the nickname "Kitten." Pic adopts a fanciful, visually playful approach to the unlikely eventualities of Patrick's life once he becomes a slim androgynous teen. His first amorous encounter of significance is with a tough-looking troubadour (Gavin Friday) who falls for him, disastrously puts him onstage as an Indian squaw and even more perilously installs him in a coastal trailer home where he hides artillery intended for the IRA. Sporting a mop of curly hair and a spiffy wardrobe on a budget, Patrick continues his picaresque adventures in glam-rock London, where he's heard his Mitzi Gaynor-lookalike mum -- his "Phantom Lady" -- has been spotted. After casually slipping into streetwalking, he's taken in by a kindly, middle-aged club magician (Stephen Rea), who treats him well and makes the boy part of his act. This relationship seems so mutually pleasing it comes as an unwelcome surprise when Patrick unprotestingly allows himself to be abruptly dragged away by a mate from his old life. But that's the way he is -- a man with no will of his own, going wherever the current takes him. Although some dramatic seeds have been quietly planted, a huge act of violence that soon follows comes as a shock, one that Jordan handles superbly. With the raised stakes, expectations are also increased that the film, and its main character, will broaden its wings in the final stretch, but the extended wrap-up is emotionally conventional. Moving in stages toward total female impersonation by the final act (but never revealing an interest in actually becoming a woman), Patrick maintains an adamant superficiality that makes him a rather frustrating figure on which to hang a whole movie. Murphy's exceptional looks make him agreeable enough to watch, but the thesp's voice acquires a hoarse rasp when artificially pushed to higher registers. More problematic is the character's apparent lack of inner growth and self-knowledge; if an eventful life journey doesn't produce maturity or just simple insight, it doesn't feel terribly worth it. Secondary characters come and go, with Rea making the best impression as the only person whose influence on Patrick's life seems essentially favorable. Pic's mood is predominantly set by the pop favorites that turn up with jukebox-like regularity. As a collection of tunes for a soundtrack, it's fabulous; as accompaniment to the action, the song choices are as often too-on-the-nose as they are inspired. Division of the screenplay, co-authored by Jordan and McCabe, into 36 identified chapters probably serves to make it seem even more episodic than it is. For all the sexual subtext, pic is very chaste, with nothing overt shown onscreen. Physically, the film looks great, with Declan Quinn's lustrous lensing enhancing nice contributions in the production, costume, makeup and personal effects departments.
August 24 The Blower's Daughterand so it is just like you said it would be life goes easy on me most of the time and so it is the shorter story no love no glory no hero in her skies i can't take my eyes off of you and so it is just like you said it should be we'll both forget the breeze most of the time and so it is the colder water the blower's daughter the pupil in denial i can't take my eyes off of you did I say that I loathe you? did I say that I want to leave it all behind? i can't take my mind off of you my mind 'til I find somebody new |
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